haiz..i wan my own com... my nephew one...zzz cant use much one..... sianz..... my room still cannot pack.... i wan throw my mom say her fren wan tis i wan throw there my mom wan to give fren tt... how? garage sale or smth la.... though we got no garage... ok... in e end still gotten my sis working place the job to tahan my huge expenses.... me alone can spend so much le... cant imagine next time how much i will spend with a gf plus 2 retired parents...hmm...nid a big job....so jus got to work hard nw... its sad tt ppl dun share ur views..... alot of thing oso got cycle one wat... lol...

anw,uni thingy settle liao.... so its environ, common , mech for both.... hope at least common or mech loh... sianz sianz... lets jus hope the atm trans worked...haha... haiz...went to work as a surveyer today...sianz....1 day 45 bucks nia...haha sianz.... n its quite a long survey to fill sia.... but onli nid to fill 8 sets... haha... so actually its 45/8 5.something per survey... haiz...so tink i will work with yq they all loh... if got time...since 45 buck pay check so cute sia nt nice... haha... make it 100 plus plus loh... saw the environment ard these blks in amk... kind of sad to see sia... some ppl living condition and situation is nt so nice... we nid to appre more our own family... dunno y mayb its sun... nv interview any teens sianz.... or my age one.... gals.... haha... onli saw one ah lian chio bus alone in her living room sitting on the floor in typical top and shorts.... lol...but too bad suppose to go odd number block nia sia.... sianz... got to skips hers....y~

hahaha.... these few day mini stun gun oso can stun me... y sia... sianz... 2ppl to accept my ideas... we can do it... come come come~ some ppl i jus dunno wat i did to offend them man... lol... ask a simple qn oso dun wan reply... sianz...so dunno shd go see syf tis year anot...dun wan to end up going alone... so eeeee....weird feeling....

haiz... 1wk after my ord... and still jobless...haha... sianz... it reali feels diff nt restricted by when u nid to book in when u got duty tt type of shit... haha... jus realise i left my bball n frisbee in camp...zzzz... sianz... haven apply yet... guess i will tok to a few more ppl den go apply... sianz sianz....

so tis is how it going to b... jus like wat happen to the band clique.. though nt so serious la 1 person nia tis time... tt time was 4ppl... haiz... wan to quit game go back last checkpoint oso cannot.. wont even reply at all sia... nvm... tink shall jus let b like the band one loh... well done kay heng... fren -1... lol... as i look at my frenlist... how many r reali gd frens man... n there goess 1...nice~

anw, hope she is alrite...sounded like a accident...if u r reading tis... go google colostrum or smth...tt thing is gd 4 healing... and jus sms me if u change the date of the test...so i wont wait like a idiot on tt day...

tml shall clean rm... haha... mus clear at least 50%

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha...i c.... tt wat the guy on top is directingg me to....ok loh... let's to it...

ok... tink i mus b crazy or smth... make alot of wrong moves on alot of stuff..... but hope nw i m back to myself again.... 5 dayz to ord le... time flies man... many interesting stuff seen during these 2 years... met alot of different ppl... seen ppl from all walks of life... wed is oso the current batch pop haha... there goes my last batch... haha... hope u all go the rite places... fuck up ones plz dun go command sch plz... lol...

now i jus hope i can quit game and restart or go back to the last save point... give me one more chance....

ok... there is a few options for me nw.... first, retake gp, since i can take the time to work.... den got money liao go uni oso ok... but the bad thingy is i will noe no body.... reali no body.... lol.... 2nd, jus take my results and apply to all uni... those dun reali nid gp one... den go all the open hse go ask wat is the ah ga cut off pts for the course.... den there is the sim... can go wif daivd and bryan... last, eat shit and die... lol....

o man, kay heng i m amazed by u man... waited for the slightest chance ever till 5am last night.... so going to have panda eyes soon man.... totally ignored nw.... nice....i hate one sided....but got to try....

haiz... today results out, sianz sianz sianz sianz.... see the subs still ok phy b chem c math c but gp..... e8....knn... jus spoilts everything.... shing yong got acd b den eugene got acc a.... munchee got aacdc.... haiz... underestimated the difficulty of the gp paper... realise too late lack of use of the english language and practise..... haiz.... was hoping gotten better resultt one.... shd b the pracs.... its the first time and last time i enter a lab in 2 year plus... or perhaps is i use all my luck in the mahjong game yesterday....lol

in other news.... went hseto ask him abt admission stuff... played re 5... nice sia.... lol... shall buy soon if i got the money.... lol.... den went for the pri sch class gathering... lol... nt bad la got 9 ppl... cos most of them live jus next block or street....meet in bishan.... waste money eating swesens.... i dun like swesens man.... spell wrong sm more... sm more siying keep stealing my fries.... lol.... evil... all of them so fascinated abt the 'fa' tile phone strap.... lol.... apparenly to them its quite obscent with the tile having limbs and ass.... lol....

well, den went to eat icecream... or rather see ben eat ice cream.... lol... spend 40 buck on 5 scoop... lol... rich man.... den decided to go back liao... tis nid more efficient and effective organising man... haha... den saw the wu lu place... the mini bishan park... went there to crap.... all the weird stuff all come out.... lol... mini bishan park rapist.... lol.... anywayz... so tok till 12... lol... guess the next time see them shd b mar after i ord or jun to go night safari... lol.....

haiz... anywayz... got max to do a tarot reading thingy again since i m so free in camp.... 1 card got the moon... so its either we 2 have a veri veri big gap between us or there is hope... lol... another one is devil... lol... tell me to fight my inner evil...lol like ichgo like tt sia... lol.... the was alot of the ball ball thing... max say smth abt resources... money etc... ok... den got alot of wands... one say smth abt shy and stuff... one is abt ideas and innovation to get things going... smth abt torch... =.= tis part dunno wat max is saying....

haiz... seriously there is tis barrier or distance tt i can nv cross... try and try... but still and i m out of sorts... nv feel so strong for sm one b4 but tis dist jus make it feel so terrible... haiz... so i dunno how liao la... trying to distract myself so as to feel better... but... sadly... still cant do it... haiz... dun understand y make myself so miserable sia... cant slp at night... emo here n there... waste sms tt i noe wont get replies...but still hope tt tis time it will... if she wans can jus tell me tt we r jus gd frens nth more... den i will jus dash my own hope out.... i dun wan to lose a gd fren cos of tis type of thingy....

scary...

got quite a few weird dreams these few dayz man.... started from the 'bell boy' one... den there was tis one able me holding my results in my rm i tink... den see the result den at first look quite good but cant see a gd view of the words.... den tink tink tink realised the numbers r the pts for the grades... den got much worse den last time... den i was tink o shit.... how how how.... den saw the name on the top wasnt mine.... lol.... some one i dunno one.... mine dunno got printed version ma since i took private... oso dunno how to go abt getting it... its tis fri btw... haiz... kind of scare and relief at the same time... so see how is it ba...
anw, so today's dream was longer den the previous 2... the norm for my dreams ba... like many no link short stories... i forgot most of it liao but here is wat i still can remb...tink sm where in camp... or sch... or mix... den i look down cos there was sm one shouting... den he was shoutin like all the percussionist gather downstairs.... den i was discussing wif sm one... y nid to gather them sia... mayb they spoilt sm thing? anywayz went down den saw a band from afar... so dun tink belong there... den forgot sm parts... den reach a place like stairs/seats like stadium tt type... den there was alot of ppl... all gathered den there was sm one toking in front... den i was like going ard asking us or ansing stuff to ppl siting in ard.... den i tink saw au or smth... den there was tis teacher like person oso... i nv seen her b4... ask me wat m i doing... den i ans her smth... den we tok like she was a ex teacher of mine of smth like tt... but den she ask y my hair so long... den i said i cutting soon and still in camp haven ord cant let ssm see me wif long hair or smth like tt one...

den forget sm parts again... i was eating at a coffee shop with sm one dunno who... den walk back saw joycelyn, haven tok to her since i tink j2? haven seen her for a long time too... but anywayz sm how when shopping or smth wif her... den in a shop suddenly remb my bag was at the coffeeshop... den nv say anything to her i jus run back to the coffeeshop... lol.... den found my bag but the sling was covered in sludge or smth like tt sure disgusting one... den nv go back find her jus went e other way go back camp... lol... den was inside office... toking to jason e cos again... in vest slack... lol... and others whom i could focus on the faces... oso dunno tok wat shit den wake up liao... veri no link sia.... oso dunno tis dream got wat link from my life.... lol....

feel like going prawning again sia... but tink my money will run dry soon so shd save up... sign up the gst thingy late sia... lets hope i still both the amt... plz!! haha... my pay check is 225 nia... sianz... nid more nid more...

m i tt scare on the phone? lol.... saded... but nvm...