WELCOME!!!! TODAY'S WORLD IS YESTERDAY'S DREAM... SO DREAM... FOR INSPIRATION IS ONE OF THE SPECIAL TRAITS THAT SETS US APART FROM OTHER LIVING THINGS.... DREAM ON SOLID PLANS NOT CLOUDS..FOR TALK IS CHEAP...ACTION IS PRICELESS...ALTITUDE SHAPES MENTALITY WHICH IN TURN SHAPES BEHAVIOR...FROM A GD FREN....HAVE FUN READING....WELL TIS IS SUPPOSE TO ENCOURAGE MYSELF...LOL...OK FOR THOSE FRENS OF MINE I NID TO RELINK COS I KIND OF LOST ALL E BLOG LINK TT U DO NT SEE HERE...

hahaaa....aint my life getting boring man.... n i tot army was boring man...but actually work is worse.... they cant reali give u alot stuff to do as all require exp n knowledge.... stuff they can give u do = sai kang.... lol...cos they wan to do e more impt stuff.... which is quite funny some times.... they come all e way to e room to tell me they nid a file explain to me n stuff which i tink e timetaken they could have taken it liao...or mayb i shd give them my number n reali become delivery boy liao... haha... tink i cant stand it 4 long man...e ppl is nice but e job is boring... tink going to ask if i change to part time den can have time 4 other stuff.... haha...clean my hse... i have finish my room more or less... except e big plastic boxes 4 storage under my bed... haha... o ya... a new tv... lol... or mayb nvm...next year studying den i tink oso wont play so much...
hmm... feel abit nostalgic at work man...kind of got a few similar thing to tekong life... lol...cos it Hr.... nvm tt...

hmm...its reali difficult to get everyone together once u out of sch n ppl move on in their lives man... or mayb i dun have enuff persuasive power...sad... hmmm...still tinking if i have a birthday party would anyone actually b there man.... sian... haha...tinking shd even plan anot...
hmmm let tink of smth happier...lol...hmm...ok nth exactly...haha....hmm lose abt 50 bucks in mahjong in recent games omg.... tt is alot.... mus play wif noober ppl first liao sia... lol...
haha...its someway nice to see my blog being so invisible... cos it reali become like diary den a place ppl read n use e stuff i wrote as evidence or smth one in e past...zzzz...haha nw is so quiet...
mayb becos i cut off alot of contacts when i jus enlist....lol... msn windowsused to b filling e bot of e monitor... nw... haha.... hmm sopcast? haha...female interaction drop at least 90% males... e opps ba...

haha... i wan to take tis chance to say i sorry to alot of ppl ba... words tt i hurt ppl.... things i done... things i dint do... chance i dint give....haha...recently would b wif shari ba... hmm...well time flies... known her since she was sec 1, tt would b 4 year plus? haven being abt to tok to her enuff in recent 1 or 2 years....which make my impression of her...hmm...when she was still sec1? haha.... which is tt veri good la to say e true... so there is tis distrust n lack of faith...n most of e times we dont tok till she nid a favor from me or smth... other den tt she jus seems to disappear.... so tt kind of makes it worse... could have being a better brother if i have understand her more n tok to her more ba.... haven being able to tok to her nw 4 long cos her seems so bz wif so much stuff happening 4 her... n i couldnt reali help her... kind of sad.... hmmm....hope it can get better ba... haha... hopefully....

haha...something less serious....lol.... my pay is quite chui...hahhaa... cos its 3wks de ba... i hope...LOL...next one can look better plz.... haha... so i tink beetles rockband is a goner.... haha... hmm... fifa 10 is out... so its e time again.... fifa or pes.... though i get more enjoyment out of fifa cos it offer more stuff den pes...rarely lag online n stufff.... hahaha.... pes is more party game...cos its more noob friendly....LOL....sorri ppl...but ya... hahaha...so its a tough choice... alternative n share or swop wif frens again loh... haha...save money.... i see ppl bank got so much$$ make me wan to save too...lol.... n nw saf dun support my expensive lifestyle anymore... haha...so got to shop n save liao....haha..though there is a few things i mus mus mus get one... lol.... hint 4 those coming my party if i have one...haha... in 2mths time... wallet....watch.... com....if it dies.... ff13.... n alot more stuff sia... haha... o my control control..... out of stuff to write loh.... haha.... shall write more stuff when my mental chao is finish n i find e direction n trueself....

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OK~ JUS CHANGE E SKIN AGAIN... HAHA... at 5 am in e morning... haha... ntu rejection letter come loh... as expected... soon i tink nus will come soon...and i didnt apply sim... as i still cant make up my mind if business stuff is for me... so i have decided to wait for a year...hopefully things will b better next year... if not sim le loh... till den... shall learn driving first... get braces perhaps... learn english.... make it imbal-er den b4... n stuff i didnt learn b4... swimming, cycling and watever pop out...

hmm... as i came back to e real world after ord... u will realise tt no 1 man is irreplacible... becos of e great adaptability of humans... so if u leave 1 person's life he wont die... but its veri difficult to back in as there is already no place for u...

hmm... i m left with 1 wk of work before i m jobless again... haha... so i tink i shd jus make frens with her sia... haha... cos tink i m nt up to standard for her... so like tt loh... hahaha... still cant find e facebk or friendster...sianz... haha...

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hmm... scary... haha... nus one still put processing appt... still got chance... haha... ntu one cannot see so... jus pray loh... if nt i tink i will b slacking 4 1 whole year sia... zzzz... but my year de place reali hard to get sia..sianz... at least common e leh....

haiz... jestyn say quite right sia... we kind of miss e old life... at least e ord mood part... haha...nt much to do... we noe wat to do exactly for almost everything... wander ard our seaside resort... go for run or wat... sbl or canteen.... got money n wkend to spend... haha... nw is confinement in another form... haha... cos no money liao got to stay home after work.... tis oso is a sucky routine... at least last time i got nt much stress from my boss or wat... haha... oc n csm too nice liao... haha... can do pretty much watever we like wif in e rules...

haha... anywayz... my work going to end soon 1 wk more... or mayb 1 mth more if they wan to extend... haha... shall use e money n pay my so call debts... tt alot sia though... zzzzz... haha... y still got so much to do sia... check every file... there is like at least 700 files... haha... all e ppl there so old one leh... onli got a few look near my age one... got one 88 one.... but haha... dun tink i wan to noe her too well... haha... so jus look loh... haha...

haha... shall continue to b stuck at hm ba... finish all my games first... buy so many haven complete one...zzzz...

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hmm.... 1st day at work.... boring~ whole room onli me the whole day... actually tt place is kind of scary... the thing can kill u one....nid to see to noe wat i toking abt... anywayz.... den went to lunch... whole day i eat nv pay one sia....all my sister pay....=.= cos i working at the same place....eat mac...saw the new promo....12 pc chicken munchees... lol... sms her abt it but get a nt interested sms as alway... haha... sad tt things become like tt... but wat to do... haiz...i m losing alot of frens and making few.... lol....

haiz... o my... hmm... e other workplace dun nid will go loh...east coast sia sun... dun wan.... some more call me when i playing mahjong.... lol... e last work place isnt doing so well...but will cont'
....it's scary to see how much similarities... scary~

apr fool.... went back gy see the syf... got a silver as expected after hearing... heng they sound better there den in the band rm ah... lol... but everyone i dunno one... si liao loh.... reali old liao... o my..... shall start to slp early n wake up exerise loh... cant stand myself going back to b4 army... if nt i reali wasted 2 years.... no.......i wan ppl to see wat i see... becos its so dire... but most jus cant see it.... n i feel helpless when they dun... how?

i m cycling my content sia... lol... all tok diff stuff in a order...lol... haha... apr fool day.... if sm one still does read my blog... though i cant even remb ur old one though i tried to find but fail... happy apr fools.... hope u r happy... apr fool still a special day....

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haiz..i wan my own com... my nephew one...zzz cant use much one..... sianz..... my room still cannot pack.... i wan throw my mom say her fren wan tis i wan throw there my mom wan to give fren tt... how? garage sale or smth la.... though we got no garage... ok... in e end still gotten my sis working place the job to tahan my huge expenses.... me alone can spend so much le... cant imagine next time how much i will spend with a gf plus 2 retired parents...hmm...nid a big job....so jus got to work hard nw... its sad tt ppl dun share ur views..... alot of thing oso got cycle one wat... lol...

anw,uni thingy settle liao.... so its environ, common , mech for both.... hope at least common or mech loh... sianz sianz... lets jus hope the atm trans worked...haha... haiz...went to work as a surveyer today...sianz....1 day 45 bucks nia...haha sianz.... n its quite a long survey to fill sia.... but onli nid to fill 8 sets... haha... so actually its 45/8 5.something per survey... haiz...so tink i will work with yq they all loh... if got time...since 45 buck pay check so cute sia nt nice... haha... make it 100 plus plus loh... saw the environment ard these blks in amk... kind of sad to see sia... some ppl living condition and situation is nt so nice... we nid to appre more our own family... dunno y mayb its sun... nv interview any teens sianz.... or my age one.... gals.... haha... onli saw one ah lian chio bus alone in her living room sitting on the floor in typical top and shorts.... lol...but too bad suppose to go odd number block nia sia.... sianz... got to skips hers....y~

hahaha.... these few day mini stun gun oso can stun me... y sia... sianz... 2ppl to accept my ideas... we can do it... come come come~ some ppl i jus dunno wat i did to offend them man... lol... ask a simple qn oso dun wan reply... sianz...so dunno shd go see syf tis year anot...dun wan to end up going alone... so eeeee....weird feeling....

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haiz... 1wk after my ord... and still jobless...haha... sianz... it reali feels diff nt restricted by when u nid to book in when u got duty tt type of shit... haha... jus realise i left my bball n frisbee in camp...zzzz... sianz... haven apply yet... guess i will tok to a few more ppl den go apply... sianz sianz....

so tis is how it going to b... jus like wat happen to the band clique.. though nt so serious la 1 person nia tis time... tt time was 4ppl... haiz... wan to quit game go back last checkpoint oso cannot.. wont even reply at all sia... nvm... tink shall jus let b like the band one loh... well done kay heng... fren -1... lol... as i look at my frenlist... how many r reali gd frens man... n there goess 1...nice~

anw, hope she is alrite...sounded like a accident...if u r reading tis... go google colostrum or smth...tt thing is gd 4 healing... and jus sms me if u change the date of the test...so i wont wait like a idiot on tt day...

tml shall clean rm... haha... mus clear at least 50%

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haha...so tis is it... once i slp n wake up tml i ready to ord... wahaha... is kind of a mix feeling actually... but still... haha... ORD LOH!!! so let's do a little aar... stand for after action regret.... haiz... still have to say sawry to all my fellow commanders.... putting in extra effort so can cover me when i m studying and during the exam period... cos i didnt do too well... so kind of disppoint all of u all... haha... jus hope my coy can mantain e standards... n tian li hui plz go n die... lol... saf pay tis type of ppl 750 to collect newspaper everyday... well done.... confirm nw ur transport fee high one u fucker... who ask u live in jurong side... wahahahahahaha.... madness....

went to the gathering of my last batch rec... which finish bmt yesterday... haha... first thing they say was yo saw! =.= especially tt leroy... knn... lol... but anywayz thks for the ord gift n cake... which is a saw.... =.=

haiz... i guess ck is correct... lol... u cant tink when ur blood go other parts of ur body... eg. stomach when digesting.... lol... haha u cant tiink logically too when u like sm one too... sm times jus wan to laugh at myself... y u so stupid! lol... can like someone 2x one... though is half way den u remb u did the first time...tot too tt we tink quite alike.. since i hate myself... she wont like me too...lol.... but still... if u were to follow ur intuition... things wont go so wrong le ma... knn... haiz... the person up in e sky has a nice way to put across to me... lol... yesterday went to their pop, b4 tt went to mac... behind me was tis sec sch gal... she was bitching to her other fren abt tis guy irritating her simliar to me irritating her like tt... n she go on bah bah bah... how nice to put it across to me in tis way.... but y onli nw.... plz dun dao me liaoo la... i given up liao... lol... nw wan to ask a simple qn oso wont reply one... zzz.... cos onli nus sent me letter... mayb another thing the guy up there wan to tell me... dun go ntu... later got ghost... i reali dun it to happen again... though nw nt so seriouss is 1 gd fren... last time was 1 clique... but still dun wan to lose her as my fren...

well, all pt in direction of the thing tt i m doing nw... so let's b a figher too... haha... n see how things go ba... tis though different of rejection as the job would get... but is a nice start... haha... the more the merrier... drafted out version 1.01 the 3year cursatory plan... basically is the goals n wat to achieve plus how...

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ABOUT KAY HENG or JIA XING or cursatory on PSN
age is 21
well one of e quietest and oso one of e noisest person i have ever known,quiet to e extent tt its rude sm times, so sorry to those tt tio b4,shall have 1 year to spend to learn able wat it is to live...he loves frens but he he is a noob at being a fren... so shall improve... and more stuff u got read e blog loh...
was from kcpps den gyss den srjc den to army being a specialist in hawk in e small island of tekong...had fun but its all over... wat's left is a kay heng void of frens whom he lost over e year due to various reasons.... but as they alway say gd frens u can onli have so many nia... shall learn to grow up more and build back confidence and fitness...learn to b a better fren for those... ON A BRIGHTER NOTE...GUESS TT MUS B A RED COLOUR 10 DOLLAR NOTE OR SMTH...HE IS AS LAME AS EVER...JUS MORE INTROVERT NWADAY...JUS STAYS AT HOME PLAY GAME NW MOST OF E TIME ON HIS PS3... SO PLZ JIO HIM OUT OF HIS MISERY OR GO E MESSY PLACE TO PLAY OSO CAN...LOL...THINGS TO BUY/GET
FINAL FANTASY 13 PLUS VERUS, ROCK BAND, LAPTOP, infamous, cod modern warfare 2
braces.new haircut,watch, wallet, galfren? lol...tink tt's e hardest....

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book ftt n pass, learn driving, shall improve my english language perhaps my chinese too,get back,no get ever fitter, get my priorities rite, start to onli bother abt frens tt actaully bothers abt me,e rest,bye,do those ns portal courses, mayb learn cooking, work for awhile again, help out in gysb if they wan,