Hi Blog, its 516am and i somehow dun feel like slping yet so why not blog... its the last day of the holiday b4 the last sem starts.... i noe i gonna miss everything but i guess i cant stay in the mangroves forever... i m a oversize fish alr... need to go out to the sea soon and it tough it all out....

So its gonna be 3 years into poly so what abt it have changed... hmm... i used to alot more that look at the essences of things so much that i m efficient but not human enuff... i m not sure whether now being more human, more weak/lazy in this way for better or worse i guess only time will tell huh... i tot i will be able to understand myself much more than this but apparently i m too dumb to understand myself jus yet... o well...

people also ask me how come poly still no gf, all the xmm and stuff... well i have no idea too... hahaha... guess i m too weird to begin with... i m not the typical guy tts for sure... i dun have a very high standard jus i require everything to run like clockwork if not i will jus look else where... tt seems to be the problem... i dun try... i jus test water... lol... fail den next... o well... plus i m quite a hint idiot if there were any to begin with... i dunno what to write alr... lol... so bye...