Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Back

Time is starting to fly.. jus in a flash... i m back in singapore... its 1 mth since i left for US... its mid july alr... i lazy to tell to ppl that might or might nt b interested in the stories when i was thr so ask me if u are reali interested cos i dun wan to bore ppl out.

To sum it up though, i like the culture alot. both here n thr have its pro n con from the way we do things. but the way we do things are diff... the way we think is diff... its reali awesome to experience a totally diff culture eventhough we r so westernised but still thr r vast diff. i tink the whole experience reali have rekindled alot in me as a person. the brain is tinkering. i wan to b creative again. i wan to make changes again. i wan to explore and discover more. this trip is a starting point like colin have say. and i can see nt jus for me for many of my frens as well. its reali a pity tt mark didnt come with us cos i tink he would absolutely love it.
As usual a escape enable me to realign myself. to see my life in a new perspective. now its the time to send kiddo to slp and bring back u. no more hiding no more scare ofs.... let see what happens...

on other stuff... so so sorry if i didnt give anyone present cos i see present if i tink of u den i will buy... at most general stuff nia like choco which i have no space n $$ to buy alr... sorry sorry.

10 things i realise
1. i have a very opposite character and personality
2. my character is very saggi
3. personality is a advocate
4. result in a very weird me due to the conflicting qualities
5. my heart is very very very closed
6. my mind is very very very open currently
7. i shrink responsibilities like mad... when i shd b taken up more.
8. i noe what to do, say , think usually but it jus doesnt come out or come out right
9. i m riding on luck n potential alone, i need put more effort and go all out...
10. i m still very single :((( LOL...

i shall target diploma with merit tt means basically being top 2 person in my course... i shall do it... nearer target make it to the honor roll. i need to do more. i need to bring u out cursatory.