Hi life y u sho like tt?

Its the exam period currently, but next paper is 4 day later with a few chapters to study so guess i shall start studying tml.. just had prata supper with munchee.. she look different everytime i see her... lol... i no like find parking at thomson sia... actually i jus hate parking... very stress i feel... no wonder hongkong drama last time alway got show those ppl help u park ur car 1... haha.. though it was bery weird cos we haven tok to each other much for very long time and we nv tok to other ppl from the ogl grp much either so nth much to tok abt from my side i could tink of.. lol... but still very nice to see her.. hahaha... alway nice to see old frens... guess we are all getting old... she is in her last year in uni going out to work in a yr time or smth... wish her the best of luck... haha... awesome person there...

On other things, the world has alway been scary... its even scarier when no one is doing anything about it. a small part of me actually wish 2012 it true so it stop all these bullshit that is happening. the rest shall give my wishes that the world do have a future and life be better for everyone.. i guess life isnt so bad... if u look at it positively...

Sure hope at least sch side the money would come soon... zzzz... i onli got the 200 out my target 1750 in my bank currently to fund everything for my Mongolia and korea trip... zzzz...

first trip to Mongolia

5 Sep to 18 Sep to do reforestation and do my little part of helping the world and see China as part of the deal... not bad a deal huh...

2nd trip to Korea

Band exchange in korea! hope they dun own us... lol... uni band sia... some how i dun have good feeling abt tis trip but still will try to enjoy as much as possible b4 close shop for any trips till mayb grad...

aft all these... i would have visited 4 countries and 5 places all within this year... like a awesome only...

Hope the guy get some karma for bullying my godsis... where can like tt 1... disgrace to guys sia seriously, funny why gal alway like jerks... but still i rather not be 1... i have many names... perhaps too many, Father, son, old man, spp, uncle, awesome uncle, bro, korkor... guess i still missing 1... but no one would call me that i guess for a long time... i hope this 2 trips that i m going gonna be the getaway that i need to rid the feelings for the distractor... which i shd have done a long long time ago... weird tt eventhough we didnt go out much, didnt tok much, didnt do much but still like the distractor... but she is a pure saggi... uncatchable... maybe i shd be 1 as well like i used to be... life fun enough now anws.... guess i shall continue to on my radar for fun as per normal... tok to gals more than to guys as usual... and lead the no string attached kind of life... life of a saggi...

not bad i write alot of shit alr... forgot abt ibm... hahaha... 2nd ibm... those it was reali nice and well organised... great job lionel and cheryl... though the tuning problem is alway there... dunno if i shd play for md actually... i do wan to say good bye to the year 3 on stage of esplanade but... so many saxophone how sia seriously... i dun like to play soft btw cos of so many ppl have to soften down more den usual and not like i super zai soft still good tone like tt... very irritated if i got a poor tone... haiz... see how ba this 1... gyss alumini band... hope shai can play! hahaha... guess i still got not alot of link with they all yet... lol... guess only time can do such magic...

Change

Many things have change over the past year, me, my frens, the world. i know that change is the only constant saying but sometimes i wonder if it is for the better or for the worse. Sometimes i tink situations change doesnt reali affect as much as the change of heart and mentality. Cos i find alot of the people ard r as tired aft yr 1... but actually the workload actually didnt change tt much. jus we all got lazy and complacent. when i tink we shd be getting stronger , faster , better but nope... so i dunno isit good to let it be...

another change is that i am showing more of the Sagittarius side of me alr... but not exact showing a improvement in working hard... i m too good at dodging arrow and lazy at putting effort and soul into my work... which is frustrating cos i wan to get better but there is this constant auto lazyness... ugh.. hope aft my personality shift and stuff its over its a better me...
still the core remains though, i think about life alot, how to make it better while looking out for stuff are alr there and appreciate, i tink i m less complicated than alot of ppl. I drink occasionally but i only drink when i have to, if nt i would avoid. Club i dun club cos i tink its a waste of money to so call get into the 'trendy prefix' n i dun like to mix of ppl thr. i like to meet new people, tok to new people but jus to see new perspectives of life. i like to tok to ladies more den guys alot , but i mean nth at all sia actually, no like i got the looks for a hua hua gong zi... looks attracts my attention but its the heart n character tt can make me stay i realise. I m still looking but not so fiercely actually, i guess the guy up there alway have a plan but at least i have to look out for it right.. sometimes i m grateful about how i m... i m observant abt little things in life and appreciate them, and this makes me a forever optimist, inturn made my life ez-er to live n nt pass by like others would put it.

There is too much things happening in my life currently? actually not yet i feel but i m jus nt putting enuff effort to even match last year efforts. which is again irritating... i dun tink i m spreading myself too thin yet but jus nt using my time efficient enuff... the skillscan that i did in stanford and many other things make me realise mayb engineering mayb nt my thingy entire, i can do the things but it doesnt utilse my abilities naturally, jus tt i naturally feel i mus have standard in everything i do so i can get by exams assign n stuff still ok-ly... lol... so i looking for alternatives whr i can study actually i can be more tapped...

current happening, got back to play there, hahaha some how tt place tt we practise got the bwl br feel... no idea why... m very happy abt it... alway have the exile feeling no idea y...
going mongolia for ocip... reali like the grp i dunno y... cos it has reali awesome ppl... and the work its gonna test me but i noe i gonna like it... den 2 days aft i come back i will go korea with sp band... hope its gonna be awesome have my fingers crossed... k shall stop here due to the piling up of work...