Change

Many things have change over the past year, me, my frens, the world. i know that change is the only constant saying but sometimes i wonder if it is for the better or for the worse. Sometimes i tink situations change doesnt reali affect as much as the change of heart and mentality. Cos i find alot of the people ard r as tired aft yr 1... but actually the workload actually didnt change tt much. jus we all got lazy and complacent. when i tink we shd be getting stronger , faster , better but nope... so i dunno isit good to let it be...

another change is that i am showing more of the Sagittarius side of me alr... but not exact showing a improvement in working hard... i m too good at dodging arrow and lazy at putting effort and soul into my work... which is frustrating cos i wan to get better but there is this constant auto lazyness... ugh.. hope aft my personality shift and stuff its over its a better me...
still the core remains though, i think about life alot, how to make it better while looking out for stuff are alr there and appreciate, i tink i m less complicated than alot of ppl. I drink occasionally but i only drink when i have to, if nt i would avoid. Club i dun club cos i tink its a waste of money to so call get into the 'trendy prefix' n i dun like to mix of ppl thr. i like to meet new people, tok to new people but jus to see new perspectives of life. i like to tok to ladies more den guys alot , but i mean nth at all sia actually, no like i got the looks for a hua hua gong zi... looks attracts my attention but its the heart n character tt can make me stay i realise. I m still looking but not so fiercely actually, i guess the guy up there alway have a plan but at least i have to look out for it right.. sometimes i m grateful about how i m... i m observant abt little things in life and appreciate them, and this makes me a forever optimist, inturn made my life ez-er to live n nt pass by like others would put it.

There is too much things happening in my life currently? actually not yet i feel but i m jus nt putting enuff effort to even match last year efforts. which is again irritating... i dun tink i m spreading myself too thin yet but jus nt using my time efficient enuff... the skillscan that i did in stanford and many other things make me realise mayb engineering mayb nt my thingy entire, i can do the things but it doesnt utilse my abilities naturally, jus tt i naturally feel i mus have standard in everything i do so i can get by exams assign n stuff still ok-ly... lol... so i looking for alternatives whr i can study actually i can be more tapped...

current happening, got back to play there, hahaha some how tt place tt we practise got the bwl br feel... no idea why... m very happy abt it... alway have the exile feeling no idea y...
going mongolia for ocip... reali like the grp i dunno y... cos it has reali awesome ppl... and the work its gonna test me but i noe i gonna like it... den 2 days aft i come back i will go korea with sp band... hope its gonna be awesome have my fingers crossed... k shall stop here due to the piling up of work...