hmm which way?

Back from Korea, dun reali wan to blog about it... the tot of quit band slip into my mind again after seeing the gold with honors. But seriously, there is 4 tenor plus liyi and lucus den 6 alr... at most the band need 2... with 4-6 us means we have to play soft, and we r not pro enuff to maintain that volume with a good tone, everytime we play, i grinned, i cant stand the tone. end up tone was never in the rest of the tenors mind i dunno y... they dun take note of what i dunno...we r not used to playing loud plus tone plus soloistic... so most of our solos r jus notes... i tink quiting would help them alot. Furthermore, i got dip plus which eats up 1 practise every week, i hate the feeling of not knowing how to play and dragging everyone down... i irk the feeling... even with all the prac i alr dun sound nice, worse with the amt of prac that i would have... lastly, currently my family financially not doing well thank to my dad so no more traveling and wild spending for now, and i can teach tuition with the extra time. i only have 24 hrs a day 7 days week... something got to go... i m sick of being in such a judgmental place with obsoletes still around...seeing such a virus tormenting the grp alr... but i cant do much i sort of help the virus into them... guess kk was right so long ago... 这个女人不是一个好东. k abit mean but ya...

The Vast, The big, The fluffy , The soul

Hi all, haven blog for some time alr... was in Inner Mongolia for 2 weeks in Duolun county to help 治樹. The weather was really cold and dry, got to feed my skin with moisturizer and lips the lip balm but i got lazy some whr in between. Lowest temp we experience was as low as 5 deg. during the 蒙古包stay.

We start with a nite stay in BJ den followed by a 8 hr trip up the mountain roads to Duo Lun.

BJ and duolun is reali reali diff.. duolun are all the old sch shophouses in blocks but BJ are much more modern in their buildings and much faster pace. After that was orientating the ground whr gonna dig... up the 2 hills to see the awesome view and visualise how it as sand dunes and desert everywhr... soon we started work... reali enjoyed the blue sky, the clouds, the wind, the accompanying by everyone of the GT, the natural, and i didnt sweat for the digging part when i tot we would be sweating like mad.. aft tt was the putting in of the sapling den we realise we dig over our target and so we completed 1133 tree planting.. we took pics on the railway track that was beside the digging site when the sunset... the pics mus be so beautiful as the sun set! we had tons of food from day 1, was super adventurous for this trip... trying all the food and any food... but their oil, chilli, salt like free 1 sia... jus spam onli but overall i tink the food is still nice~ some are reali awesome... i can jus eat those day in day out... like the porridge plus the toufu! but sadly didnt get to try the some of the exotic stuff... we spent mid autumn fest as a grp in Duolun with the fireworks and the we mongolian mooncake... freezing but it was warm in the heart for such a fest...

after that we when ard touring and know abt the importance of duolun in the past and many other historic monuments to understand how history run its course here... get to reali know about everyone and reflect abt my life as well... i manage to complete all the goals i set out to do mayb except the 1 abt getting a gf... was tinking if 1 of them is possible but felt that she too high lvl alr plus like play play like tt onli.. she feel like a poison like the colours previously so shall not continue... the other 1... tt everyone think we got 1 leg 1... well i dunno that how so just see how ba...

overall i tink everyone grown and got closer... hopefully we could carry it forward... reali hope so...

a few exceptionally awesome ppl

adhi

only get to know him well during the trip, i can tell he is reali a good person with alot of passion in everything he do.. and he is able to see the little little things tt most ppl miss out... did the marking making our lives so much ez-er..

candy

my log boss that is gonna stalk this post later so i shd write political correct stuff for her... hohoho... Get to know her only during this trip, really glad to know her!! hahaha... very very nice person that alway tahan my randomness, nice nice girl to talk to... like a awesome only...

kai

fellow saggi... i tink she is reali very saggi... k sound wrong but ya... very awesome person... hahaha... like cool and pretty with the pink hair... hahaha...

azmi

reali awesome person that know and trying to enjoy and live life, someone that have substance, reali reali funny person as well dare to act funny and stuff. reali reali brother brother person...

nick

before the trip, my view abt him wasnt too good cos of the gossips n rumors abt him.. but my views abt him change totally during the trip. he is reali awesome... glad i didnt tok to him with a closed mind and now he a great friend...

hope i have grown enuff from this trip to tahan whatever the world have to throw at me... hopefully this isnt another 1sided thingy...