lets recount... today woke up on time surprisingly but its the meeting time tt i woke up too... was toking to munch abit... woot so many more ppl got iphone... naise... i tink its the first time we tok till so serious... lol... its alway the lame stuff tt we would tok abt... anw... woke up to call jes to go gym... drove to gym... gym was awesome but i keep zoning out tinking abt some...thing... till got scolded by jes... lol.. aft tt was back home to pack up to go sch to study with cheryl and wj... didnt gotten much done cos gotten super emo... hmm... reread that for afew times... guess.. reali reali happy ba... hmm...
awesome simple day... plus cheap carpark fee of 2.14 nia in ps... i tot would b higher...
hmm... aft tinking abt it for a few days... well i realised me still a very reactive person even though i strive to less of tt... things or ppl tt matter... i m still unable to be calm and unreactive... my tongue still very sly... n i still say things tt i cant take in back in the heat of moment and tinking. i guess i expect too much out of this because everything seems so fated and so on its way... but end of the day why me so like tt is i am a person tt dread uncertainty... and this type of thing its alway an uncertainty... i tink i wan jus to feel noticed and matters... to try to find out if i m actually given a chance.. tt if its even possible... or i m jus thr to keep u from getting bored...the sometime close and sometimes cold thing... i realli cant tell... but guess me jus another fren ba... guess my initial assessment long long ago..is correct ba... too diff world too high lvl for me...
some stuff i said i feel super dumb now... but o well... saggi me sucks... i need my ps3... i need to a game nerd... rawr... feel so noob abt tis type of thing... guess if i m too experience in tis = i would b a jerk alr... then again i guess gals likes jerks... jus tt they would marry a nice guy... till then its jerks all the way... so is it sad life me or sad life them? hmm the song...
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