november rain...

hahahaha... actually i dunno what to write... what to feel... what to do these days... i have no idea what u wan seriously... a distractor to pass time? Irritated by disappearing acts, not tt i m the crazy for anyone but i tink its super duper rude firstly... second, its like i did something wrong like tt sia...too clingy or whatever... and i dunno whats wrong... =.= den again i care lesser and lesser each time anyone does tt... like the mirror principle... why shd i care abt anyone when i m given none... its jus a hollowness thing here... n BS loh if u have a similar principle... totally not following...

on other issues, DEC gonna get super duper bz!!!! starting from nov actually...

FYP

GYSS band camp + prac woot jap graf 4!

helping coor the GYSS concert

mount kk training

buy mount kk stuff

everyones bday

starting work next weekend that eats into first day of the kk trip ( trying to see isit evening den go) , mst and section comp day..... if its not u i wouldnt go actually...

band prac leading to MD

making buying MD gifts

10km run

ky garden project

other smaller sch work

omg i haven get the form signed... ugh...

dodgeball training

oya... band... hmm... i dunno why thing can get so complicated.... i dunno why my good frens can get so complicated... too young? power? influence? no idea... 1 tt shoots down ideas, talk n actions differs, not matured yet with a kid jealous emotions alway on... o i noe why... a cusp... explains... o well.... others all have their problems at least they dun poke me... o well... sure hope my eyelight dun go wrong tis time...

i alway outsource leadership and decision making to other ppl as i hate commitment... i hate being tied down by responsibilty... but end up i alway regrets... cos... not everyone i can respect as a leader... rarely in fact... cos i have such high expectations of a leader... o well.... i guess tis chill freelance life suits me too even though i like leading but no like be tied down... hahaha... problem child myself...

Sagittarius: (Nov 22 - Dec 21)

You feel as if you have several golden opportunities in your romantic life today. You'll be lucky in love, so pick your next direction and start your journey.

from http://www.twittascope.com/sagittarius/sagittarius-lovescopes.php

i wish i noe whr to go seriously... stay or go...

i like u if it is not obvious enuff... but i have no idea what u wan us to be as i tink i said b4... frens, good fren, or more... whatever i do, say, sms is all due to the uncertainty of all these... but in reality i tink i wont have much time or $$ for tis actually... LOL....

i think i need someone that can be super honest, open, interesting or got link, independent ,not complaining abt the whole world, give me space when i need, fill up the space when i need...