hmm tinking whether i shd do the permissions for the blog so onli some of my good frens can read like munchee's blog like tt... hmm... in the mean time... things i dun wan ppl to write but i still wan to write 1 change to draft alr... hope they wont delete on its own....

finally

hmm...i starting to blog alot again...hahaha....anw...it was ytd tt i ask 4 a jab of make it happen...today i got it alr...seriously the guy up there is good ah...
i shall over the weekend

1- clean up my rm till super nice

2- come out wif a 'i mus save $$ plan'

3-train 4 ippt

4- play more game

5- see how

k short post...next week den i post a philso post....

the band room

hmm...in the band room studying internet tech....seriously this thing is made for ppl from my generation 1 sia...i catch no ball hor....k i tried to blog without the ... but very hard leh... LOL.... so ya sorri to all the readers who hate the ...

K life seriously getting complicated in every aspect of my life.... i tink i nid another dose of the ' make it happen' jab....k i shd cut on my sugar intake seriously.... my dad genes put me in high risk of diabetics so mus watch ur sugar plz saw.... i have absolutely no plans for aft mst sia.... i tink i shall rot till smth happen.... hope i gold my ippt plz.... tt would reali swap the year up to epic-ness... hahaha.... i shall blog till i have mode for my internet tech....

i actually tink is a very bad time to find a galfren....i wan focus on my studies plus band= no life alr.... plus my $$$ not alot liao hor...thks to my veri 'nice' dad..... tis year my respect for him have hit a new low so ya.... slap urself n wake up plz... so old alr...=.= so hahah everything who circle direct chinese translation can alr...

i not exactly pw hungry person but i tink i would look super ph from the view of the other year 1 judging from the amt of interaction wif the seniors recently....i dunno how it started anw.... let hope everything turn out good.... n there goes my plan of laying low 4 the 3 years.... =.=

haiz i reali hope sm of my classmates start bucking up sia....seriously they clever 1...i tink sm are more clever den me 1...but they jus at the age where they start to trust themself n less of other ppl opinions.... so its reali hard to get it to them.... let's hope for the better....

on the side note, had a very very weird dream...was almost a nightmare....it was a sch trip on the bus in i tink tw.... den saw 2 accidents where its reali graphical.... den aft tt suddenly change scene... suddenly its abt able to do crime/shoot in hong kong ( sm narrator telling me ) and cos tis few guys retired alr (face projected on a building tt look like the sp singtel building) the more epic part is all the picture is all jackie chan wor.... i have no idea wats the link, guess he played alot of the hongkong police charactors so all his face....

k all ready for internet tech....

growing old

For me the fear isn't me getting older,is the ppl ard getting older. Especially my parents,seeing them getting frailer by the years. And I m still in poly and not ready for world for them to see...smtime such thoughts just sting like a bee....

Mst is up next, hope everyone do well, including me of cos, my target is still the same. k done wif the new blogskin, still look plain leh,zzzz,nvm, i m a coding noob....

Hahaha....gysb jus got their pop thing again and i not invited...haha.... but i guess my time has passed alr

1week left to train for my ippt gold.... running almost there, pull up there, shuttle run haven see, sbj will the isssue....sit up mayb....

still waiting for my phone to sync all my songs back....zzzz....shall write more aft mst...

so now how?

I think I haven blogged for ages, especially since i went back to school. I guess its Nov and everyone is feeling down, i tink is in our blood nov ppl will emo. tink come dec things will get better, i think when i put things in perspective, life is alot ez-er to live. If my frens can cope wif more complicated stuff, more commitment in cca stuff plus more stuff tt i dunno, den i can do it here too.

till now i still feel i not putting enuff effort in watever i do, band, sch, project.... hmm....

Something more positive, my 2.4 reach 10:30 alr, ie 1 more min to cut = 400 bucks.

To avoid the same things from happening again, I wont write any gossips on my blog alr, jus in case.

I was jus thinking recently if i went poly in the first place how would my life be. i enjoyed my jc days of cos, my band frens and sm class mates are sm of my best frens and i oso met alot of ppl like munch, alan etc.... jus i wasnt ready to put the effort required 4 the study side....so kind of regret abt it 4 a long time alr... sorry to sound arrogant, but its not cool to see ppl tt i noe tt is not all tt fantastic go uni and my other frens more brilliant and not in or narrowly squeeze thru...

i did not wan to do the same, so i m here in sp now....in order to show myself tt i still can....that y i everything oso go.... sch,band,spot, dip plus..... which = to no life...

i actually promised myself i shall focus on studies and join a veri lame club jus to earn cca pts.... but in the end still join band and again noe so many ppl.... steph say old ppl in band veri hard to keep low profile 1....now i noe wat she meant... brings me to wonder if i was jus like the rest a 17 guy or if no one knew my age how diff they would treat me....

which make me wonder....y i tink so much ah? LOL..... anw.... hope everyone mst can do well plz...

flight or fight?

wa...new post since dunno when... ok.... so wat shd i write abt.... k...i shall change the blogskin soon... doing tis during lesson.... nowadayz i m trying hard to remain sane.... i feeling out of place, restricted and frustrated... i tink i shd run away from all these.... hahaha...so typical... i truely tink my time has passed alr....

long time no blog...

hahaaa....aint my life getting boring man.... n i tot army was boring man...but actually work is worse.... they cant reali give u alot stuff to do as all require exp n knowledge.... stuff they can give u do = sai kang.... lol...cos they wan to do e more impt stuff.... which is quite funny some times.... they come all e way to e room to tell me they nid a file explain to me n stuff which i tink e timetaken they could have taken it liao...or mayb i shd give them my number n reali become delivery boy liao... haha... tink i cant stand it 4 long man...e ppl is nice but e job is boring... tink going to ask if i change to part time den can have time 4 other stuff.... haha...clean my hse... i have finish my room more or less... except e big plastic boxes 4 storage under my bed... haha... o ya... a new tv... lol... or mayb nvm...next year studying den i tink oso wont play so much...
hmm... feel abit nostalgic at work man...kind of got a few similar thing to tekong life... lol...cos it Hr.... nvm tt...

hmm...its reali difficult to get everyone together once u out of sch n ppl move on in their lives man... or mayb i dun have enuff persuasive power...sad... hmmm...still tinking if i have a birthday party would anyone actually b there man.... sian... haha...tinking shd even plan anot...
hmmm let tink of smth happier...lol...hmm...ok nth exactly...haha....hmm lose abt 50 bucks in mahjong in recent games omg.... tt is alot.... mus play wif noober ppl first liao sia... lol...
haha...its someway nice to see my blog being so invisible... cos it reali become like diary den a place ppl read n use e stuff i wrote as evidence or smth one in e past...zzzz...haha nw is so quiet...
mayb becos i cut off alot of contacts when i jus enlist....lol... msn windowsused to b filling e bot of e monitor... nw... haha.... hmm sopcast? haha...female interaction drop at least 90% males... e opps ba...

haha... i wan to take tis chance to say i sorry to alot of ppl ba... words tt i hurt ppl.... things i done... things i dint do... chance i dint give....haha...recently would b wif shari ba... hmm...well time flies... known her since she was sec 1, tt would b 4 year plus? haven being abt to tok to her enuff in recent 1 or 2 years....which make my impression of her...hmm...when she was still sec1? haha.... which is tt veri good la to say e true... so there is tis distrust n lack of faith...n most of e times we dont tok till she nid a favor from me or smth... other den tt she jus seems to disappear.... so tt kind of makes it worse... could have being a better brother if i have understand her more n tok to her more ba.... haven being able to tok to her nw 4 long cos her seems so bz wif so much stuff happening 4 her... n i couldnt reali help her... kind of sad.... hmmm....hope it can get better ba... haha... hopefully....

haha...something less serious....lol.... my pay is quite chui...hahhaa... cos its 3wks de ba... i hope...LOL...next one can look better plz.... haha... so i tink beetles rockband is a goner.... haha... hmm... fifa 10 is out... so its e time again.... fifa or pes.... though i get more enjoyment out of fifa cos it offer more stuff den pes...rarely lag online n stufff.... hahaha.... pes is more party game...cos its more noob friendly....LOL....sorri ppl...but ya... hahaha...so its a tough choice... alternative n share or swop wif frens again loh... haha...save money.... i see ppl bank got so much$$ make me wan to save too...lol.... n nw saf dun support my expensive lifestyle anymore... haha...so got to shop n save liao....haha..though there is a few things i mus mus mus get one... lol.... hint 4 those coming my party if i have one...haha... in 2mths time... wallet....watch.... com....if it dies.... ff13.... n alot more stuff sia... haha... o my control control..... out of stuff to write loh.... haha.... shall write more stuff when my mental chao is finish n i find e direction n trueself....