hmm... i notice a change in my personality and the personality test quite confirm it... its in a transition stage, there was 4 such events that has happen b4... 2 good 2 bad once... i reali wan tis 1 to be even better den good.... cos the previous was good... lets hope my frens wont get bad impression of me during tis transition period and when it end i wan to b a better man...

i guess i balance my life back again alr... guess i wont be working ba... i shall use the time to balance back everything....

as i expected it only took 1 week to suppress the sadness... cos its actually being around for dunno how long alr... i notice the change quite long alr... jus needed answers... got it... let it bled n now i m a happier man...