ugh... i keep tinking again...haiz... darn... ahx1000000000000.... of cos i m sad la.... y wouldnt i be sad... but sad got use meh? who wont be sad being treated like dirt like tt... nw i jus wan look forward and nt emo cannot meh? even if i write what i reali reali feel got use meh? write tt i miss toking to her... miss everything n i den i see the blog when she say she dun like to write how she feel n nw writes so much... i wan to reply those tweets abt her being bored n stuff... but i noe i wont get a reply anw its nt for me those tweets...there is no way getting back to tok to her like in the past alr....and she isnt bothered by it even... she have so many ppl in her life....i oso wan to treat her well... i alway wan to do tt but dunno why she wont let me... while letting others... i jus dun wan ppl worry cannot meh? they worried for so long alr...tt y i look so ok alr...

k end of venting... shall go out n buy my aloe vera honey..