happy oso cannot sad oso cannot... =.=

i dunno what her purpose of those things seriously... i dun even know why i m explaining now when most like it would be viewed as excuses or smth...i wondered why today i m tinking abt all this again...ugh....i jus wan to run so fast tt i forgot that i fell till later when i can onli see the scarp? but i tink we both lost in the end... unknowingly i viewed in the very beginning that she give me a challenge to show how much i can like her... that why everything i do end up like reporting it but i meant what i did not jus to meet the challenge.... guess tt wasnt what she wanted lo i guess... sometimes i wish i can retry... erase all the screwed up part tt i did... cos i tink tt isnt reali me... i oso dunno what gotten into me actually... esp aft reading my personality report... ya... very diff when toking to her... then again it is nt possible...sorry that i the only 1 around tt like to go against her when everyone prefer to let her suit herself... i jus tink ppl like us nid reminders b4 its too late tt all... guess it makes things worse ba in the end... but i dunno what sort of challenge i give to her though... dun even noe if i even did... but if have den she lost as well then i guess... she is writing more alr.... she is getting doing whatever i m doing as well... writing hidden msg while replying to other ppl where i can see...i guess gals dun alway mean what they mean ba... i oso dun alway mean what i mean but i realise i cannot jus expect people to reach such high lvl of sync with me to noe actually what is n what not...so i tink 1 thing i will wan to improve is drop my venom on my tongue... i guess tis will make me less funny at times but at the expense of others guess not... i tink i will write less now cos everything i do seemed to be viewed in with a pair of got colour glasses.... i jus hope she know what she is doing... hope she can be happy :) cos all i cant make her happy anw y bother rite....k dun tink liao... ugh....